Monday, December 01, 2008

quite a few things happened these few days..

1) latest update: I'VE LOST MY JOB...

hey.nt coz i'm fired..but coz i've RESIGNED..
this took place on SUN...
it's all this NEW TEACHER n e PRINCIPAL's fault.
this tuition ctr realli WENT OVERBOARD.
aft my lesson ytd, one of e nice teacher in-charge..
told me tt ALL my hol LESSONS are CANCELLED.
which would be REPLACED by a NEW FULL-TIME TEACHER..
wad the FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
leaving me w onli a FEW PATHETIC CLASSES...
wa lau...this is how they TREAT me la..
this is realli saddening..making me cry on sun when i reached hm...haiz..
when they are IN NEED of teacher, i WORKED 7DAYS A WEEK for dem..
dey oso have SAID to let me n my sis take over ALL THE HOL LESSONS.
but NOW....KICKING ME n MY SIS aside..
when we have done NTH WRONG...!!!!!!!!
i was realli ANGRY n SAD by e way tt dey treat me manx..
(suddenly feel tt i'm quite FRAGILE..cries easily...)..
wad the FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!...
den MY SIS N I QUIT straightaway...
wa..den dey still hv e cheek to request me to work till end of DEC.
it's oso not as if e pay is SUPER HIGH or wad la..
but juz tt i'm quite HAPPY w e environment n my studs..
so i dun mind other factors la..but NOW????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2) latest update: I'VE CHANGED INTO A NEW HAIR..

suddenly lost quite a bit of confidence in myself today.
try not to tink of e fact tt i lost a job le..
so went to e salon...
spent >4h dere..
for rebonding n cutting of hair..
end up in a state which i felt realli PATHETIC.
initially aft my REBOND, dey juz dun realli bother cutting my fringe..
my other 2 sis hair realli look much beta aft e make over..
EXCEPT me.!!!!!!!!
i hv tried asking e hairdressor to cut my fringe to b e same as my youngest sis..
but she REFUSED..
still saying like...
"it does not mean that YOU WANT means YOU WANT!...
you've gt to c whether u r SUITABLE nt!"
wa.den i was a bit angry but NTH cld b done..
so i idle ard e salon..waiting 4 my sis...
when my mama came, she COMPLAINED abt my hair..
coz aft spendin $100++ n >4h dere...
she dun c any changes in my hair at all..
den e hairdressor BO BIAN..
try to cut my fringe..
BUT it was a DISASTER.
nw i look like an IDIOT..
w a fringe tt duno look like wad..
w hair tt dun realli look super straight..
realli spoilt my mood...
this makes me SWEAR tt i WON'T EVA GO TO TT SALON AGAIN!!!
wa lau..duno y sia...
realli down on my luck these days...*argh..
can't gd things befall on me..??????
i'm nv gg to step out of e hse until this FRI...
where i wld go to e ZOO w sihui n my studs.
hopefully everything wld go SMOOTHLY..
NO RAIN..
NO ACCIDENT..
NO DELAYS..
NO TRAFFIC JAMS..
NO SPECIAL SITUATIONS..

3) parking of car juz now...

when i came hm juz nw,
i tried parking my car into a lot...
but it took me some time..
since i realli dun like parking..
wa..den I'm alrdy quite pissed w myself for being so LOUSY..
den my 2 SIS were even LAUGHING LOUDLY at me in e car..
this realli INFURIATED ME...
*argh...i was so pissed w dem n MYSELF..
tt i juz "throw" e car aside..
n i juz walked off..
i'm realli IRRITATED..
nth is gg smoothly for me...Y?>>>
i'm starting to feel IRRITATED w myself..

I'm realli TIRED of THESE NONSENSE..
WAD'S WRONG W THIS WORLD?????
EVERYONE N EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE FINDING FAULT W ME...
M I REALLI THAT LOUSY?

frankly speaking...
it's realli nv an easy task to be handling many things at one time..
ESP. A "CAREER WOMAN"...i pei fu sia...

dozing off at 11:43 PM